I got disappointed in human nature as well and gave it up because I found it too much like my own.

I always blamed it on the other things such as; she-who-shall-not-be-named are being favoured, i just don't understand how things work anymore, why things are just so different and unfair,... This list could go on and on. I should maybe just shut up because it (as much as I think that I can't bear this) is my responsibility . full stop.

But I can't help the feelings that there are times that I just feel like I need a break, from all this. Let me excuse myself for a moment, I'll be back.

xoxo, Nadia Ismadi